Yesterday, in my therapy group, I invited people to tell a story about a time they felt scared.
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For me, almost every day is a time I felt scared, but I don’t let that stop me.
Yesterday — as I went to physical therapy for my noisily clicking jaw (eeeek!) and to a singing lesson for my upcoming concert (eeeek!) — I drove through several neighborhoods where I’ve lived and gone to school (eeeek!).
Maybe because these are times I’ve felt scared, I didn’t stop to take pictures of those experiences.
Do you see any reminders of a time you felt scared in my images for today?
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Eeeeeeeek!!!!!
Here’s what I find on YouTube when I search for “a time you felt scared.”
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Thanks to all who made it through a time you felt scared, including YOU!
My expectations about my upcoming concert/live album taping keep changing. Actually, I am trying to let go of expectations in order to stay in the moment and enjoy the process, no matter who shows up and how it all goes.
Do you have expectations about this blog post and do you see expectations in my images for today?
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Here‘s what I find on YouTube when I search for “expectations.”
Thanks to all who helped me create this “expectations” post, including YOU!
This weekend was very eventful, as I completed setting up my Eventbrite event for my upcoming event — a concert/live album taping of original songs. (The eventful link for the event is here.).
As usual, my mind is full of events and possibilities (including worst case scenarios), so I have been working on how to approach this upcoming eventful event remaining present, hopeful, and prepared.
In a recent eventful EMDR therapy session, I came up with the idea of listening to myself with “loving ears.” The reason this is eventful is that I have very discriminating ears and can always hear what sounds wrong, off-key, etc. While I don’t want to lose that ability to hear something that’s imperfect and make it better, I want to be loving towards myself (instead of harshly judgmental) as I fine-tune what I sound like singing and playing the ukulele, the piano, and the drums. That would be very eventful and helpful change.
Is there anything eventful in my images for today?
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The Daily Bitch is suggesting how to make our lives more eventful.
Here’s what I find when I look for “eventful” on YouTube:
In my therapy group mindfulness exercises, I often suggest that people breathe in gratitude, acceptance, unconditional self love, and awareness.
For me, awareness includes understanding and letting go of old, outdated, and unhelpful beliefs — for example, if I put myself out there, something terrible will happen. My awareness tells me that old belief is born from an awareness of superstitious fears in my family as well as terrible things happening (including scary heart problems and painful hospitalizations and operations) when I was just starting to put myself out there as a child.
People who regularly read this blog may have an awareness that I will be putting myself out there in a matter of weeks in a concert/album taping of my original songs. My awareness tells me that something terrible might happen but good things are more likely.
I’m in the final stages of preparing for my June 1 concert of original songs (and the dress rehearsal with audience the week before). These final stages include:
Setting up an Eventbrite page where people can give to Samaritans or the National Alliance on Mental Illness by purchasing tickets to the concert or by donating using QR codes or links.
Learning to play the drums well enough to accompany myself on “It’s Hard to Get Sh*t Done When You’re Scared Sh*tless.”
Getting all the other sh*t done so I’m ready to entertain people with 17 (!) original songs.
Today is Trust Your Intuition Day and I am going to trust my intuition to make that the subject of today’s blog.
My intuition is telling me to ignore my negative thoughts (which can feel like intuition) and to focus on preparing for my upcoming concert of my original songs, which is the same week as my college reunion.
Can you trust your intuition about my images for today?